|*27th June' 06*|

When things happen and it all comes back to me. A sudden sadness washed over me. Those tough times that had been through.

Did I see wrongly? If not why is it then?

Is this some sort of retribution or something? For what I might have been.
Am I being Bad mouthed?

Is anyone laughing at me, for tasting my own medicine? To feel so helpless like what had been felt before.

Am I suppose to blame myself for everything that has happened?
Why does it make me look bad?

I dun feel it anymore, not like before. u aren't there like u said u would. I feel alone. Why is that when things start falling apart, everything esle just seems to follow suit?

Where is my Support? Where? No where?
Alone to clear up my own mess.

Aren't I as deserving as the rest? Is there a bad spell or something?=\
Why?
Haven I been through enough?

Left Out. Dislikeful Person?